I WAS IN TOTAL BAD MOOD TODAY.
Halloween's over. But what i experience today was much much scarier.
Tsk3. I was like a little boy, strangers everywhere. No place to hide.
No one to talk to, no one to approach to. Haii. A city where no one sleeps.
All fixed their eyes on me. Evil evil city. Living in Earth is never easy.
Things are not for free. We live in a society where people are so, open?
Well i don't know. Maybe im just being so over-react. First time in my whole life.
I got no mood today, I don't know why, no luck? Haii. Fight? Quarrel? Frustration?
Argh. I was so f*cking frustrated. I don't want to flame anyone.
So yeahh, tsk3. Why do couples have to fight? Because fighting tightens the love bond?
The longer we fight, the longer our relationship last? Oh well, i don't know.
Fate. Destiny. Only god knows the outcome. I just hate quarrelling with my girl.
I hate it so much. And yesterday was our 11th month-sary and we quarrelled.
Issit just me or her or both of us walking on a thin line? I don't want to end our relationship.
If possible, till marriage. Haii. Today was a total bad luck.
I had fun though in the night, my brother brought me and firdaus to queensway shopping centre.
He handed us $40 each to buy anything we want. And i bought a bag, for $20, nice for me.
Firdaus bought hoodie, cost about, $45? I gave him my $5.
And most suprisingly, i ate MacSpicy meal with 2 MacWings. Haiy0 y0. Fat i will become.
I'll share an incident that happened after i finished working.
That someone was so mysterious, that someone suddenly appeared, i don't know that someone.
And that someone talked to me, treat me, and even gave me some of his advice.
And suprisingly! About the future. Tsk3. At first, i was darn scared.
That someone asked me whether i smoke or not, and i answered no.
And that someone told me, "No wonder you got red lips, you should be thankful."
That someone even told me, "The future is going to be disastrous."
That someone told me to find a friend who can trust, that doesn't do any stupid stuff.
E.g Smoking, drug, drinking and sort of stuffs.
What amazed me was that someone told me "Kau handsome, tegap, segak." Brr.
Up to you guys to believe or not. That what that someone told me. Mystery.
What was on my mind was, "Am i going to die? Is this the end?" Haii.
Before i left, that someone told me "Ingat pesan cik. Ingat buat selama-lamanya."
It's not my first time, this is the second time it happened. Strange. Mystery.
Wokay then. That someone will be a secret. Those who know, staple shut your mouth.
And for my girl, Im sorry if i hurt you. I broke your promises and even take the chances for granted.
Im sorry. That's all i can say. Im so so so sorry Sulaiha. So sorry. I'll kneel down and stare into your eyes saying sorry.
Haii. Okay then. This post is so bad luck. But you guys reading this, don't try to figure out what happened to me.
With god's guidance, I'll stay strong. If you show your beast, I'll show mine.

The lyric goes;
Nothing feels right when i'm not with you,
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choo's,
Taking them off 'cause i feel like a fool,
Trying to dress up when i'm missing you.