Came late to school today. At about 7:50 i guess. I intended to. Hahaaa!
It was purposely. Took my time dressing up for school, bathing slowly, enjoy the morning breeze.
Was humming to school. Hahaaaa! Upon reaching the main entrance, i thought i had to write my name on the book.
But no. Hahaaa! Then continued walking, saw Mr.Boh. Approached him and he gave me the pink form.
I stayed there quite a long time, why? I want to avoid taking temperature! Ahaaa! Bad reason.
Then Mr.Boh told me to take show him my thermometer, so i took my thermometer.
He told me to take my temperature, after i had taken my temperature, he told me to go to my class.
Had biology, wasn't bored, neither felt sleepy nor hyper. Was average i guess.
As usual, i day-dreamed. Just to let the time past by. After completing the worksheet, went to ZZzzZZZzzZ.
Had maths after biology, Murni wake me up. Heh! Luckily i didn't drool. If not, aiyaaaaa!
After maths had mother tongue. Listened to radio while doing the worksheet.
Felt so calm. I love. =DD!

Wahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I felt so 'shiok' in the morning. Heh!
Okay, my mood, freaking high today. OWNED!
Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Kae la. That's all. I'm still high right now. Hahaaaa!
You've been owned big time.
Heh! During biology lesson, i slept. And i drooled. Wat the!?
I wonder why, i wonder how. Okay2. Raser best sak kenekn dier. Hahaaaaa!
Amek kau obat! Lol!

Btw, she called me yesterday night, she misses me. I miss her too. I love you. Always do.

Scored wonderful goals today. Wahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Watched movie. Had tons of laughters. Bought Everlast shoe. Bought Billabong wallet.
Ate donuts from donut empire. Wrap things up, I spent time with my beloved bestest bestfriend, Haris.
Heh! Fun pe niari? Had PE today. Weeee! Scored 1-2 goals i guess. Heh!
Assist pn ader. Felt so. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Good. Aku tkle luperkn yg aku score half-court.
Mak aii! Goal paling lawah dlm hidop aku, then comes the goal from the free-kick yesterday.
I used my outside of the foot and hit the ball, it went in. OMG! The goalkeeper just stood there.
Top corner lagi. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Happy nahhhh! But it was short lived.
Dpt tau not considered a goal. Psl blm masok half-court. Aiyaaaaa! I thought i stepped inside.
Tapi tkpe. Heh! I accept their decision. Dedicated. Sportsmanship.
Beh lagi satu, aku score dari centre ball. I asked my team-mates, who's gonna take the shot?
No one answered, then Zuhaili said he wanted to take the shot. He placed the ball.
Beh aku ckp, "Aku nk amek. Bleh ehk?" And he nodded. So i take my position.
Behind my team court line. Concentrate on the ball and the goalkeeper's eyes.
I can see fear in their eyes. Aisehhhh mannnn! G perang pe? Cheh tk la!
So i did my signature/trademark shot. Roberto Carlos style. Wahahahaaaaaa!
Ramai org menyaksikan. Nervous? Aku tak tau. Tapi aku terdengar org ckp "Dier amek?"
And i don't give a shit. You got self-confidence, you got nothing to lose.
So i whack the ball with my outside of the foot. It went in! Wahahahahaaaaaaa! Love love that.
Wokae la, sorry klau aku ckp psl bola. But my passion is soccer. To be a professional footballer.
Watched Jangan Tegur after school with Izzul, Nashri, Ghazi, Haris and Fareez.
Zuhaili went off, he went to meet his girlfriend. Met Haris under my block before going to West Mall to watch the movie.
Well, i must say;

Kae2. This post was about today's match and after match.
So had soccer today. Final score 4-3. Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa. The game was very competitive.
3 goals from them were point-blank. 1 goal from them were shooting from distance.
I thought i got it covered. But then. Arghhh! Mistake2. I thought my predictions were right.
But then, i didn't manage to punch the ball out. Aiyaaaaaaaaa. But nevermind.
Before the 2nd half, took free-kick with Ahmad and Nazmi. Hahaaaaa! Kekek uhh dorg.
Roberto Carlos nyer style. Shoot! Kene tiang atas, beh masok! Wahahahahaaaa!
Treasure the goal. First time sia. Happy luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Aku nga goalkeeper, dorg pet-pot-pet-pot jek. Non-stop! Konsentrasi maner?!? Hahaaa!
Played during the heavy downpour. It was so damn fun lorr! But not so fun uhh!
I got myself injured. Yikes! I dived to punch the ball out, but then, my ribcage hit the post.
So loud sia! What the?!? Haris was laughing. Kurang ajar! Tkpe2. Tk marah, aku sayang.
Sakit oii! At first, i thought i was about to die.
'Cause tkleh nafas, beh tulang raser sakit rabak. Aku da mcm ikan kt darat sak.
Beh nasib tkde pape, hanya sakit rabak giler. Kater tulang besi urat dawai. Mesti jadi strong.
After the match, da siap smuer, gi LOT 1. Went to the library. Haris wants to be a magician!
Smangat nahh dier tu. Then we went searching for the book. But to no avail.
Aku kt library nk ZzzZZzZzZzZZz jek. Ngantok. Then headed to Bluez, Haris bought something.
Then went to McDonald's. Haris blanjer mkn. Bought double cheeseburger.
Da mkn tapi masih tk kenyang. Aiyaaaaaaah. Lapar2. After that went to the interchange.
Joked with Haris and Ghazi. Klakar2. Heh! 'Burgeh Sedehp.' Lol!
Got this girl, small, cute, like what he said, 'katek.' Wahaahahahaaaaaaaa!
Dier tngk, mak aii. 6 kali. Dah queue pn maseh nk tngk kterorg. Okay tkpe. No big deal.
Took 188 home. My eyes were shutting down. Then reached home, mandi, mkn pizza teros tido.
Mcm aner tk gemok?!? Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Ckp psl gemok. Teringat pulak sesuatu perjanjian. xDD!
Okay, tak mengape. Dier bacer, dier phm, bagos.
You know who you are. =PP! Kae la, skrg nk siap2 gi Air Pasang Restaurant.
I'm having headaches. Muscle cramps. Pain on my ribcage. Ya allah, jgn apapekn saya.

Editted;
Ribcage aku blue-black! Arghhhhh! Sesak nafas here and there.
Didn't get to meet her. Tkpe2. Next time.

Just finished bathing. Currently listening to Blinded In Chains by Avenged Sevenfold.
One of my favourite song. I reached home about, 12:40 i guess? Heh!
Blek dari town-ing with Haris, Azri and Fareez. Okae2, aku bobal psl Saturday kae?
So, text-ed my band at 11:30 am, telling them the jamming session will be at 3:30pm.
I woke up at 2pm. Then took my shower and siap2 gi silat.
Nak amek weight for upcoming competition. Then dah siap2 teros g.
I thought we came there, took our weight and off we go. But then! Rupenyer tidak.
Smpai saner, i have to wait for the official to come, sementare tunggu, had training.
And i didn't give my all. My legs were. Were. Were so painful sia. Can't run. Brrrrr!
Psl training on friday uhh. Hahaaaa! Thighs and hamstring were aching. Giving me problems.
Beh dah kol 3:30pm, pikiran aku da entah kemana. Risau how well my band was doing.
Akhirnye, dpt release dari tmpt silat kol 4:30pm. Wahahahaaa! 1 jam je jamming?!?
Beh nk tunggu bas lah, perjalanan lah, this n tat la. Reached the jamming place at 5. 5 tepat.
Then woops. Wahahahhahaaaaaaaaa! Saw Haris inside the room. Dier nmpk happy rabak seh!
So i was like 'Huh? Ape?'. So i turned to the left and woops. Heh! Beh masok jamming room.
Wasted no time. I picked up the guitar, check the tuning and played crush3.
Was so impressed with the band. Good job good job. Dunearn Reunion Gig (DRG). Can't wait.
Then paid the fees and salam with 'friends'. Heh! Or so called woops. Wahahaaa!
Blanje dorg the jamming session. Paid $30. Kind-hearted mahhhhh. xDD!
Then went to take MRT to City Hall. Beh g Peninsular, teman Azri tukar sluar.
Then went to Davis Guitars to buy electric guitar string. Replacement for Yuuki's guitar.
Then went Clarke Quay and stuffs. Saw Izwann too. Then went outside the national museum.
Joked around and stuffs. I miss miss miss them. Haaaahaaaaaa! Good ol' laughters.

I should have continued from there. Regret? I guess.


Told them about it too. They did say something. I didn't listen. Haaaaaaa!
Then took 190 to CCK interchange. Saw Sabrina in the bus. Tk prasan plak aku. Fareez yg tegur. He said 'Tu bdk dunearn kn? Kwn Sue.'
And i replied 'Maner?' 'Tu, kt blkg.'
Had a glimpse of her. She was with her mum i guess. Wanted to wave hi or good evening.
But i hesitated. Maner tau ke. Mak dier marah ke ape ke. Heh! Wokae tkpe2.
Reached CCK interchange, thought got 188 or 985. But then. Tkde. Hahaaaa!
Then MRT-ed home. Walked home. Wokae la. Nanti pagi aku ader match bola.
Kol 915 jumpe kt Phoenix MRT station. Aku maen goalkeeper. Aru da smangat nk maen LB.
Kae tkpe2. Tk cerewet. =DD! Hoping that this aches will ease away. POOF! GONE!
After soccer, gonna go meet someone. I miss miss miss miss miss her alot.
Didn't get to see/meet her for 5 days.

Nice guys finish last. What do you think?

So had mother tongue paper in the morning.
I didn't do the composition. Why? Because I didn't study. Simple.
But i did the letter. Confident i can get 15+ upon 20. But no too over-confident.
Before i sat for the paper 1, i went to the toilet. And you know what?
That someone looked down. Wahahah! Ape sia? Aku tk buat apape pn.
Ape mau takot beb? Lek uhh. I didn't even do anything. Just look into that person's eyes.
Beh dah tngk bwh. C'mon. I'm being gentle here. Wahahahahahahaahahahahahahah!
Then had recess before paper 2. Ate in class. Talked to Zuhaili, Syahirah, Murni and Sirin.
10:40 am, my form teacher stepped inside the class and hand out the papers.
So i sat for 2 papers today. Paper 2 wasn't quite a problem. Easy? I don't know. Hahaaa!
Then after that, went Friday prayers with Fareez, Izzul and Nashri.
Biler aku nga amek wuduk, aku nmpk Fareez kt blkg aku. Setelah amek wuduk.
Aku pusing blkg, Fareez tkde. So, aku ingatkn dorg tunggu aku kt luar.
Beh bler aku kluar, DORG TKDE!! Grawr! Cheh tk la. Aku tk marah. Aku syg. Haha hehe ho!
Within a snap, my mind told me 'dorg mesti kt tingkat 3.' So i went to the 3rd storey.
I saw their bags. So that's the indication that they were praying in the 3rd storey.
Beh aku nmpk dorg, so i sat beside Nashri. Dorg da senyum2 kt aku. Grawr! Hahaa!
Had a peaceful prayer. Tenang sikit hati aku. Soothe my soul. =DD!
Then took 985 to school. *Pssst* Haaaaahaaaa! Secret! Ader je nanti orang pao!
There was this scenario. Which i really2 love it alot! Hahaha! Kekek lah siakkk!
Kter g tingkat 4, beh g toilet pmpn, amek tissue, basahkn, beh cmpk kt MPC.
There was once, Izzul nk cmpk sui2 kt corner. But end up! Kt tembok! Hahahaah! Ngok!
LOL! Hahahahaa! Was laughing my ass off! ROFLMAO!
Then Izzul started singing. Lagu bola yg Champions League nyer theme song.
Hahahahaahah! Choir kape beb? But klakar lah siak!
Beh Ghazi kt bwh, Izzul started throwing the wet tissue. Lagi sikit nk kene kepaler.
Aku ngn Taufiq serta Nashri dah kekek2. Haiii. I love them. =DD!
So played catching after that. Like duhhhhh. Small kid?
Well, WE ARE ENJOYING OUR TEENAGE LIFE!
Wahahahaaa! Then went to our very own stadium, MPC. Kter smpai, dorg balek. Brrrr!
We left school at about, 5:30 pm. I guess uhh.
Pas tu, i forgot to take my stuff from Ghazi, terpakse aku tunggu dier bwh block smpai kol 7.
Haiii. Lmbt seh! Beh da dpt, gi photocopy IC. Went straight home.
Beh siap2 gi silat and poof! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Beh dah smpai tmpt silat, ternmpk instructor lamer aku! Mak oiiii! Rindu lah siak!
Was so damn fun lor! He coaches us. I love the way he do the fitness. Adored.
Nasib nari tkde sparring or whatsoever. Ader jer jari kaki aku putus.
And ader je buku lali kiri aku bengkak. Wahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa!
Was frustrated with my kicks. Haii. Brrrrrrrrr!
Wokae la. Aku nk g jogging ni. Besok kene amek weight. Harap2 tk clash ngn jamming uhh.
Jamming 3:30. Amek weight kol 3. Wah piang eh! Hahaha! Kae la. Cya!

My god, her voice. So awesomely cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Cuteeeeeee rabakkkkkkkkk gilerrrrrrrrrrrrawr!

Had my english paper 1 and 2 today.
I must say, i didn't do very well. My brain was stuck. It stopped functioning.
I can't think, can't dream, can't even write! I was at my worst today.
Ouch! I thought I would do better than last year. Got the feeling I'm gonna fail english.
Not being boastful here, but i got 28/30 last year for my english composition for prelims.
To compare, last year was thousand times better than this year.

Guess old trick/strategy won't work on modern world.
I have to realise that I'm on Earth. Not on the Moon dating.

Then after the papers, went to Taufiq's house. Crazy people were there too!
Had fun with them though. Watched 300. Wahahaa!
Spartanssssss! Played poker too. My luck to win though. Heh!
Ader bakat nk keje kat casino ni. ROFLMAO. Then listened to music at MTV.
Then went to meet Haris at CCK at about, 3:30 or 4 i guess. Can't remember.
Went inside Lot 1 and headed to LJS. Share the food with him and i told him a secret.
Well, he was fucking shock! Well, at first i was shocked too. Hahaaa!
I was so damn shocked when i heard the news by ear or by phone actually.
Then he told me, it's gonna be fine. I trust him. Then off to his house at about 5:30.
He poo poo-ed! Hahaaaa! Then went under his block.
Was so shocked my sister-in-law texted me. But nevermind! Heh!
I was so damn sleepy sia. Mcm nk tido rumah Haris gitu.
Then told him i wanted to go home, so yeahh, took 985 at his bus stop.
Lamer seh 985 nk dtg. Tsk3. Was day-dreaming while waiting for the bus.
Texted my sister-in-law while waiting for the bus.
Minutes past, the bus came, i boarded, i stood, i day-dreamed and i texted.
Reached my house and no one was in my house. Maybe they went somewhere. =)).
Wokay, till here!

I'm doing fine today. I'm not totally over her.
I don't know! But i thought i've moved on.
Fuck! If only she know my feelings, it's not easy for me to fade away.
And i guarantee you or her or whatsoever they call it, it's not easy for me to erase you totally.
It's so damn darn fucking difficult. It is.
Honestly speaking, i need you back but i know it's so damn impossible.
Fyi, i'm not myself lately. So yeahh, if i fucked up. Please please apologise for my doings.
But oh well, miracle oh miracle!
Where are you when i need you, miracle? Wokae, till here!

So shocked to receive the news.
An eyesore to observe something.
A pity to see them.
I'm doing okay today. Gonna go out now watch movie! At Causeway Point with Haris.

Editted: Just reached home. At 12:30 am. Siao ar?!?! Hahaa! Today schooling still can watch movie.
Watched Shinjiku Incident. OMG! The film, was so. Awwwwwwwwww. Sad.
Seriously! Mixed emotions i rather say. It touches my heart. Damn! I cried.
I guess Haris cried too. I don't know. Hahaaa! But oh well, it's such a nice movie.
I should say, you guys must go watch it! But! Not for the faint-hearted.
Got violence, gore and sexual scene. Hahaaaaaaaa! The moaning. Hahaaaaa! Tsk3.
Wokae, gotta go to bed. Schooling today! So yeahhh! Cya!

I totally enjoy my day today. I love today. =DD!
Okay, the storyline went, i woke up at 7:56am! Suppose to meet my team-mate at 8:30.
Aku bngn pn krane hp. xDD! I was sleeping, then suddenly my hp vibrate.
It displayed 'Attention! Low battery.' Luckily my hp low battery. If not, i wouldn't be on time.
So i rush to the toilet and had my morning shower. After that went to meeting place.
Saw Syahir only. Aiyaaaaa. I thought i was the one who was late. Dpt tau Haris pn lmbt.
Ape daahhhhhh! Tkpe, aku tk mrh. Aku syg. =))! As time past by, Junaidi came.
Followed by Azfar, Ghazi and Syafiq. So decided to take 187 to our soccer venue.
Saw Nashri alone. Spatutnyer 11 a-side. But our oppenent were outnumbered.
They have 7 players only. So decided to play 7 a-side. Match kol 9 atau 10.
Tapi kter start maen kol 12. Wah siak ar! Lmbt sehhhh. Tsk3.
I played as a defender during the first half. Penat siak. Pancit oii! Low stamina.
Tk top form lagi. I didn't force myself to be on top form. Why? I care abt my injury.
Klau pakse, beh suddenly injury smakin terok mcm aner? Payah payah. xDD!
Second half played as a goalkeeper. Part second half yg kaki da start, Ouch!
Sakit nahhhhh! Beh tak form. 4 goals conceded. I'm not who i am before. xDD!
Beh penalty, i have to admit, it's my fault too uhh. Concentrate on the ball.
But i miss judge it. I thought i was doing the right thing, punching the ball to the side.
But then, it went past. Aiyaaaaaaaa. Sorry guys for letting you all down.
The soccer match ended at about 1:30. Beh lepak bwh block. Bobal2 jap.
There was me, Nashri, Haris, Ghazi and Zuhaili. Cracked jokes.
Dah lamer tk ktawer mcm org giler. Beh Ghazi nk g masjid bersihkn diri.
So we decided to sembahyang skali. Zuhaili ngn Nashri balek. Tinggal aku, Ghazi ngn Haris.
Da sembahyang, da berdoa, teros headed to the bus-stop. Beh naek 187 home.
Smpai umah dlm kol 3:30. There was me, my mum, Haris and Raoul.
Beh mkn jap. Teros penat sak seluruh badan. Nk knockout je. Beh aku kluarkn tilam.
Bentang kt living room. Aku ngn Haris baring kt tilam tu sambil tngk TV.
Mcm couple kn? xDD! Hahaaa! Beh aku ckp ngn Haris 'Eh, kau nk tngk American Idol?'
Dier reply 'Aku da tngk, tkkn nk tngk lagi. Same je. Encore kn?'
Beh aku ckp 'Ah2 eh, kae la. Aku tngk, kau tido.'
Dpt tau aku yg tido! Hahaaaa! Astarghfirullah-al-azim! Farid2. Ape daahhhhhh.
Beh Haris ckp 'Kater kau nk tngk? Ape ni tido?'
Beh aku ckp 'Ah ye la. Kau da blg pe sape kluar, sape masok, so aku tido la. Uat ape nk tngk klau aku da tau sape kluar ngn sape masok?'
Then i continue sleeping. Hahaaaaa! Farid2. Penat luhh. Beh Haris tngk tv.
Dlm kol 5 gitu. Aku terbngn. Beh Haris maseh tngk tv. Teros aku ckp 'Lagi 30 minit, kau tido la.'
Beh dier agree, dier tutop tv teros tido sbla aku. ZzZZzzZZzzZ.
Beh da kol 5:30, aku kluar ngn dier. Took 188 to Clementi expressway. Then took 197 to Queensway.
Tngk2 boot and tnyr psl jersey. Yg laen not important. =XX. Hahaaa!
Then went to Clementi. Bought food. Beh nmpk pakcik aku kt saner.
Dier terkejot seh nmpk aku. xDD! Ye lah, aku tinggal kt bukit batok. Beh mcm aner bleh end up kt clementi?
Heh! Teros went home took 188. Cracked jokes in the bus. Bising sak ni Haris.
Ktawer peh kuat, kuat dari aku sak. Roflmao. Then was listening to his mp3.
Lagu sedap2. For all these days, he stood up and supported me through day and night.
Listening to my problems, finding ways to solve my problems and stuffs.
So kind of him. What are friends for, right? Kae la, gotta go to school tomorrow.
Naseb start kol 8:30. Heh! Btw, i'm still deciding. Not to have PE or not.
Kaki kanan aku smakin saket. Ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Kae la, till here guys and girls. =))! Haris, my beloved bestfriend.
Sampai VIP aku ckp aku ngn Haris da mcm couple. xDD! Shhhhhhhhhhhhh.

On the process of wiping everything about you.

Just woke up from sleep. Gler kn?!? Bangon kol 5 petang. Wtf?!? Keje pe? Cheh tk la!
Yesterday after silat or after editting yesterday's blog, i went out with Haris. Taufiq can't make it.
So, i went CCK to lepak with him. Mak oii! Kaki dah tempang. Beh naek tangge, turun tangge.
Menyekse oii! Then met him under his block. Then chit-chat. For quite some time uhh.
Rindu rindu. I miss him so much. Finally i get to meet him and talked to him.
Then we decided to go Cheers at LOT 1. It was 12:30 i think. xDD! Kn Cheers 24 hours.
We talk while we walk. Upon reaching, got many mat rep sia. Tsk3. Tapi tkpe.
I bought nescafe original. Nk bukak mater nyer pasal. Tapi tk load! Arggghhhhh.
Then we decided to go to CCK park. Sampai dlm kol, 1 gitu.
Da smpai, we talk and talk. Abt life. He told me about his ITE life. Wahh liaoooo. So good sia.
Should have went there. I retain because of Sulaiha. But then, da tk together pe skrg.
So, i retain for the best of my very own future. Hope i can make it to sec 5. I really hope so.
Then bobal psl kenangan. Psl past. Aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Fond memories. Sumpah aku tk bleh luperkn memori aku bersame dier.
I treasure the cherished moments with her so deeply. Aku rindu kenangan.
So yeahh, he told me abt his past too. Tsk. Beh dlm kol 2:45 pagi gitu aku da ngantok.
Mcm nk tido oii. Beh aku da start baring2 kt opposite bench. Tapi Haris asek bobal je!
Beh dier bobal tkkn aku nk diam? Aku reply la. So smakin aku reply, smakin aku terbngn.
Haaaaaaaaaahahahaha! End up tk tido. Tsk! Then decided to go toilet at CCK park.
Was so damn eerie sia. Sunyi rbak. Beh da gi toilet. Haris decided to go Bukit Panjang.
Why not? So, i decided to give yes as the answer. So we went Bukit Panjang.
Jalan oii! Tsk3! Betape jauh tuuu. Kaki da tempang. Mater da stoink. Menyekse.
While walking, he talked about ghost stories. Mak oii. Bulu roma ader je naek.
Beh lagi2 jln kt pokok2. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Ader je bender tu jatuh dpn mater aku terlentang.
Tkpe2. Heh! Then we walked past this CCK CC nyer stairs. Adduhhh! Mat rep lagi!
Ni kali ramai seh. Tapi kterorg tk buat apape mahhh. Btol tk? Heeeeeee.
Kae, Haris and I ignored them. So we continue walking. Beh kenangan strikes!
Yeahh, when i was with her, there was once she wanted to go home from CCK to her house, walking!
It was so damn long lor! At first uhh. I kept asking her, 'U, da nk smpai ehk? Da smpai blm?'
I kept asking her! Haaahaaa! Beh da smpai, sedap ati aku. Haahaaa!
Tapi kedua atau ketiga kali dier nk aku antar dier g rumah dier dari CCK, aku tk pasal dok.
Mcm da biase antar dier jln kaki from CCK to her house. Treasured this memory. xDDD!
Kae, then continued walking. While walking, our mouth do the talking.
Soon, we reached bukit panjang plaza. Then went to McDonalds. Air-conditioned.
Da stoink, beh ader air-con. Mcm nk tido jerr. Beh decided to choot duit nk beli hotcakes.
We reached BPP dlm kol 4:10 gitu. Beh mkn hotcakes smuer. Beh black coffee!
Haahaaa! Klakar rabak siak. We cracked jokes. Laugh our asses off! Haii!
Had fun though. Treasure my moments with him. Beh decided to go back to Teck Whye.
We left BPP dlm kol 5 pagi. Seriusly, aku tak prasan waktu berjln dgn cepat. So fast sia.
Beh reached somewhere near Sirin's block, beh aku ngn Haris baring2 kt stone table nyer krusi.
Beh mak oiiiiii. Cuace dingin, da penat, mcm suitable utk aku ZzzZzzZZZzzzZz.
Beh aku da lelapkn mater, haris bobal. Beh skali ni, haris terdiam. Aku dah 'Aik! Asl dier diam?'
Beh aku bukak mater aku, tngk kt dier. Then he told me, 'Kau bleh ehk tido, kt tmpt mcm gini.'
Beh aku jwb, 'Ye lah, org da penat, maner2 tmpt jadi uhh.' Then he remain silent.
Tat time mater aku da tutop. Tk tau dier da tido ke blm. Hahaa!
Beh dier ckp 'Dpt tau, nanti Sirin dtg sini, nmpk kterorg tido kt sini.'
Tat was his last sentence before i dozed off. Beh aku terbngn dlm kol 6 gitu.
Walaupun tido sejam, aku raser mcm 5-6 jam sak.
Dpt tau Haris tnga tenung kt aku. Slame aku tido ni, dier tngkkn aku la nie?
Haiyaaaaaaaa. Thn he told me he wanted to go home. Beh aku pn nk blek.
Tros slm dier n aku naek 985. Kaki maseh tempang. -.-
Beh smpai umah, cuci kaki, tgn n muke tros sambong tido.
Beh bngn kol 5 ptg. So, jap agi aku kluar ngn Haris lagi. G causeway.

I thought our love is gonna be forever.

So yeahh, had fun today. Wee. I've update the track list. Now better. Got the mood.
Haaaaahaaaaaa! So yeahh, had maths, geography, social studies and english.
Today Miss.Dewi didn't teach geography, she went to invigilate other class.
I slept for the whole lesson. But sadly, for 1 period. Brawwwwrrrr! Haaa!
Then had social studies, suddenly i got the mood and energy to do her work.
Wonder why. Wonder how. xDD! Had recess. I was with The Usuals.
They really made my day. Izzul so funny sia! Clown. Joker. Actor. xDD!
Laugh and laugh. Non-stop sia! Tsk3. Then had english. Did some work though.
School ended at 12:40. Wooo weeee! Haaahaaaa! Then stood outside the classroom.
Was waiting for The Usuals. They took so much time to come down to the concourse sia. Tsk3. Then The Usuals came. Went Friday prayers together.
Beh bler nk pth alek dunearn, bus kosong dok! Hahahaha! Then played counter-strike.
And soccer! Then went home. Mater nga nk tutop tapi aku ader silat. Penat2.
Tapi tk mengape, competition nk dtg, mesti ader discipline. After silat, maybe lepak ngn STK.
Love them so much.


Editted; I suffer bruises on my left arm, a very painful ache just directly above my right knee, swollen left middle finger and a swollen knuckle.
And i'm so so sorry for side-kicking on his face. So sorry! Okay, now, off to meeting Haris.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Enjoy lah oii! Enjoy!
Haaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Happy nahh aku! Alhamdulillah! Bersyukur! Yes! Weeeee! Wooooo!

I must confess something. =XX.
I don't like eating. Really. I don't have the mood to eat.
I feel like as if i was forced to eat everytime i had my meal. Brrr.
Oh well, tomorrow, gonna be boring. For sure! I hate thursday!
I HATE IT SO MUCH!
I went for a haircut just now. It's short, thought of botak.
Okay la, i gotta have a good night sleep.

It's a miracle for me to return to your heart.

Yesterday night went to Jurong Point together with Haris.
Once we reached there, it was fully packed! Crowded siaa. So damn crowded.
At first, i thought got sale or whatsoever. But then! Got performance laaa.
B-boy and B-girl dance crew. Saw Sheikh Haikal. He was the host. He's huge.
Yeahhh! Huge. Hahaaa! He has been my idol. For quite some time. Heh!
His hair, his spectacles, the way he speak and the way he brings himself to the audience.
Simply marvelous. Heh! Then walked around in Jurong Point. Burger Queen. Okay, skip.
Then Haris decided to buy some food.
He treat me Prima Deli. Thank you3. Ha ha he he ha ha ho.
Then we headed to this 'Park'. Was dark sia! But romantic. Heh! But disadvantage uhh.
Ader Bangla. xDD! Ramai dok. Ramai rabak! xDD! Tk terkire. Heh! Then talked about love.
Yeahh2, i know you guys are tired of it.
But then, i can't get rid of her at this moment of time.
We chat and chat and chat. Tak prasan pulak dah kol 10:30 mlm! Haaa!
Then MRT-ed home. In our cabin, got this girl. She look like my primary schoolmate.
Then Haris kacau dier! Ha ha he he ha ha ho. She board the MRT carrying LJS foods.
Then Haris said 'Eh, makanan sini uhh, tolak sini sikit uhh. Lapar oii, kau tak lapar?'
Then i whispered to Haris 'Dier tngk la siak, tak baek kacau org. Jgn lah kacau.'
Then she took out her hp! Haaa!
Then Haris said 'Abes, ni confirm dier panggel member turun. Hahaha!'
Me and Haris laughed our ass off. xDD! Love him so much.
In conclusion, i walked home. =DD! And! I can't get to sleep. Insomnia.

Okay, about today, had my PE lesson. Had fun though. Played soccer. Haaahaa!
Scored 1 goal. Supposedly 2. But then, kena tiang! Aiyaaaahh! Nvm.
If only she saw me scoring the goal. xDD! But oh well, I don't expect much.
Tak tau dier tngk aku atau tidak. After PE. Got this scenario.
I love playing soccer, and i give my 100% in my passion, ambition and my dream.
So, when i sweat, i sweat like i was bathing. But as long as i give my all. Dedicated.
And! Got this scenario, i was walking, and this shit-fuck was walking against me.
Then i didn't bang onto that shit-fuck, all i do was look at her fren.
And that shit-fuck give me a response which i should have given. Haii. Look at yourself first laa.
Shit-fucks are just ignorants. Scumbags! Brrrrr. Humongous shit-fucks.
Say what you want about me, 'cause all that matters is you, shit-fuck.
Had a relaxful day today. So relaxed. Listen to the music in my hanphone during Eng and Chem lesson.
Never done that before. Heh! Then after school had tutorial. Start at 2. I came at 2:15. I guess.
After completing my assignment, saw her. Was, i was, was, i was, just happy?
No no no way. Im not just happy. Was so damn happy! xDD! I saw her wearing my watch.
Tapi ape kene mengenerkn? xDD! Okay, my mind is still intact. Stakat pakai jam je.
Tk erti ape2 kn? Btol tk? Heh! Then played soccer at MPC. Was lousy. Damn lousy lor.
Tkde mood siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Why?
Psl kaki aku bengkak. Arrgghhh. Tsk3. Besok kene pakai sliper ngn ankle guard.
Sakit oooooooooooooooooooooooiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
Tapi akhirnya ader mood, dpt maen CS. Heh! Had fun though.
Then went home. Skrg aku nk keluar. G enjoy! xDD! Haaaahaaa! That's what i do.
Aslkn pelajaran jgn lalai. Dier tag aku. *Grins*.

Editted: Dier message aku oii!
La la la la lala la la. xDD! Okay, Done. If you seek amy.

I Can't Explain This Feelin', Thinkin' Of You 24/7 365.

Yesterday enjoyed my day. Went to town. Joke around and stuffs.
Went shi-sha at arab street. Was quite nice though. But after 10 puffs or so, i got discomfort.
I start coughing, that's where i stop. Hahaa! Orange and grape. Yummy!
Then went town after wandering around in arab street. Went to One Fullerton.
Chit-Chat and stuffs. Took 190 and stopped at *******'s bus-stop.
In the bus, i sit next to Haris and talked about *******. But oh well, she got a new one.
Impressed. Finally, i alight from the bus at her bus-stop.
Wanted to take 187 home. But then! It was half-past midnight. xDD!
So, decided to wait for 160. Just the three of us.
Me, Taufiq and Fareez. Heh! 67 came, Fareez board the bus then followed by 160.
Board the bus together with Taufiq then alight behind Dunearn's school field's bus-stop.
Then had some chat with Taufiq. Was random. Hahaa! So so random. Haahaa!
Kind of him to send me to the bridge somewhere near my house. Then walked home.
The main reason why i enjoy life or why i often go out with my friends is because to forget the memories i had with her.

I try and i try and i keep trying to get you back, but i can't.
Just wanna tell u, u had me going. Thx fr the moments i had with u. Very much appreciated.
Fyi, im not jealous nor i hate Sulaiha. I will continue supporting her. =DD.
Last long, girl. Cherish your time with him. =DD!

So yeahh, today, gonna enjoy with Haris, where to? I don't know.
As long as i enjoy my day today. Tomorrow's monday.
Gonna be packing my bag at night and off to school the next morning.

I'M PISSED OFF.
So today woke up in the morning to go for friday prayers.
I received messages from Fareez, he wanted to go for friday prayers too.
So i told him, who was he going with, and he replied me, no one, so i decided to go together.
Went to the mosque, niat suci, ingin berubah.
Tujuan, meningati Allah, menunaikan ape yg diwajibkn dan bersyukur buat segalanya.
To be honest, aku dah 4-5 bulan tak menetapkn kaki aku di masjid.
Biler aku jejak kaki aku di masjid, aku nk berubah. Menjadi org yg baek. Yg penyabar.
Yg bukan panas baran or panas badan or what-the-shit they call it.
Well, it soothe my feelings. Felt good. Then went bukit batok interchange to top-up my ezlink.
Brings me old memories. Okay, skip. Then decided to go to West Mall instead.
Bought some food from old chang kee and bought oreo banana.
It has been 3-4 months not eating any food from old chang kee.
The last time i ate there was with *******. Okay, skip. Then had some chat with Fareez.
Went to Taufiq's house after topping-up my ezlink.
Under his block, i told Fareez some memory me n her had together. Okay, skip.
Haris came later. It was just four of us. It was an eyesore for something.
It really hurts me. Deeply. But does ******* care for the-shit-my-feeling is?
And oh well, i know where i stand. So she doesn't seem to-care-a-shit for me.
Was pissed off. Really damn pissed off. Really. It sored my eyes.
Haii. No mood for the remaining hours of the day. F*ck right? Yeahh.
But i have to keep reminding myself, i'm a stranger to her.
Aku tkde pape ngn dier. Tapi, knape aku tersinggung ngn kater2 dier?
Hati aku dihiris oii. Hiris rabak sak. Dier tk phm aku ke?
Sakit oii! Mane nk cari ubat utk baikkan hati aku ni?
Haii. I hold on to my promise. Still holding on, tightly.
Ahhhh! Nape lah air mater aku melilir ni? Kay la. No mood sia.

If, one day, she text me, confessing to me that she loves and misses me.

Editted at 12:42 am, include pictures and words.

How Could I Not Forget About What I Wrote During My Days In Pulau Ubin?

Err. Nothing much to write about.
But wanna write about yesterday, i went to meet Haris at about 5pm.
Yeahh, talked about love, the past and sorts of stuffs.
For 4 and a half hours you know! Hahaa!
It's great to have him.
He told me some facts, which makes me realise of what i'm doing right now.
What he told me was true, well, not everything uhh, but most of what he told me was true.
Good2. Enjoyed playing soccer just now. Heh! Scored 2 or 3 goals only. But nvm, its okay.
Kae la. That's all. Last but not least, enjoy your holiday!

Friend or foe, it don't matter. All i hope for, is for you to remember me.
Do you still think of us every night before going to sleep? Well, i do.

I can't remember most of what i did today. Sorry for my bad memory. Heh!
So today had assembly, i laughed at the performance, overall, i'm gonna give it two thumbs up.
Damn. Yeahh, DAMN! Why does all these 'romance' or 'love' thingy happens infront of my eyes?
I neither need love nor romance for now. Biler aku nk luperkn dier, perkare2 ni muncol. Haii.
Buat aku kenang psl dier je. Tsk. Tkpe uhh. Dugaan. Heh! Gonna be strong.
After assembly had malay language, i passed my listening comprehension, 14/20.
Was dissappointed though. Haii. Should have done better. Heh!
I don't know why i'm so sleepy this few days. Why? Why? Why? Hahaa!
Kalau tido tkpe, ni aku tido air liur kluar sak. Haii. Paiseh. Mother tongue air liur kluar.
English air liur pn terkluar. Aku tak cukop tido uhh this few days. Maafkn aku klau aku moodswing.
Tapi before aku tido during english lesson, aku nk tngk luar class, nk rehat mater.
End up mater aku tk jadi nk rehat. Knape? Psl aku ternmpk si dier. -.-"
I looked at her several times. 2-4 times perhaps? Smpai terdiri2 just to see her.
Brr. Farid, wake up Farid! You shouldn't be doing that. Okay nvm. Skip.
Biology pn samer, air liur terkluar. Tsk3. Tkpe2. Heh!
Had social studies test on globalisation. Didn't prepare for the test.
Then had maths after social studies. I enjoyed maths.
Thought of messaging her, but then, yeahh, i don't want negative things to happen.
So i didn't do it. I refrain myself from doing so. Tempting oii. Rindu dier oii!
Awak, kiter rindu awak. Awak tak rindu kiter ke? Awak tak rindu takpe, cume nk blg yg kiter rindu awak.
Fortunately! Mr.Ng told us (the whole class) that he's not gonna have a tutorial.
So i scream my lungs out! Gerek perr. xDD! Then went outside of the class with Zuhaili.
It was just the two of us outside the class. Zuhaili left about 10 minutes later.
Left me alone. I was lonely for about, 45 minutes? Wow! Pertamer kali raser kesunyian.
Now i know how does it feel to be lonely. After spending 45 minutes alone, went to eat with the usuals.
Saw her in the canteen, then my mood went low. Heh. xDD!
I ate my whole meal, then i return the plate. After returning the plate, i wanted to buy drink.
When i was on my way, honestly, i was day-dreaming while walking to buy the drink.
Then! I noticed someone was looking at me on the staircase. Serious sh*t. Ain't lying. I swear!
It was her. -.-". Why does she looked at me even though she doesn't want any form of communication?
Oh well, i looked straight into her eyes. Well, her beauty still shines in her.
Then she turned her head slowly to the front.
I smiled at myself after she had looked at me. Well, she doesn't know this. Hahaa!
Then went to pick haris up outside of school. I felt sorry for him sia. Pity.
He wanted to go for this 'tutorial' but then! The 'teacher' scolded him.
Beh aku call dier, dier tk angkat. Mrajok kot.
After that accompany Fareez 'cause he is waiting for his beloved girlfriend.
Had some chat with him about something or maybe, someone. Heh.
Walked out of school with Fareez and Murni till the bus stop. Saw her, yet again.
Then i walked at the basketball court, took out my handphone and texted Fareez.
Telling him that i'll be going home. Then went straight home. Not messaging anyone.
Why? 'Cause i want to save my prepaid value. It's running low.
Till here boys and girls. Gonna do my homework. =))!
Am i being kind to the others these few days? I guess so. Well done Farid, well done!
Watched my dad is better than your dad.
If only there's my ex is better than my current boyfriend-to-be. =XX! xDD!
Will she participate in that game show? xDD! Imagine, me as the competitor.
I would do anything to win her heart back, aiming for love, not for cash.

Your face, it is being displayed in my mind over and over again every single day.
Never stop thinking about you even for a day.
It is hard to move on, but i'm trying hard. Hahaa!

One more thing! I'm still waiting oii!

Why do superheroes save their love ones even if it risk their life?
'Cause they have the courage and are brave enough to do anything for their love ones.

Today had maths in the morning. Hee!
Honestly speaking, i miss the old days. Why? If you want to find out why, read today's post, okay?
I went to school with my spectacles on. You guys know what?
People started staring at me a certain kind of way. What's wrong with my spectacles?
Oh well, no big deal. Heh! After assembly, went to class for maths lesson.
During maths lesson, Mr.Ng took out his maths textbook and started writing on the board.
He wrote 'Ex 3B 6/04/09' on the board. He wanted us to update the content page.
So, i took my maths book 1 and flipped open to the content page.
I was in a sub-conscious state. Really! Then, i wrote Ex 3B on my content page.
Suddenly! I had spasm, on my legs! Ain't lying.
I asked myself, 'Eh! Nari 6 April?'. From sub-conscious to conscious state.
What i'm trying to say is, i recalled ******* or 06/12/07 relationship between HCLA. Hahaa!
If we were still together, it's our 1 year 4 months.
So yeah, it took some time for me to come back to reality.
Today completely reminds me of her.
Which i shouldn't have done so. Kenangan. Aww!
I texted Fareez about it, and he also realised today is me and my then-girlfriend's month-sary.
Heh! So after maths had PE. Well, was quite boring though, i thought the ones who pass their 2.4km run can have their free games, but no.
Heh! Aku raserkn, dier tngk aku. xDD! Aku raser jer la.
Tk tau, mungkin aku sajer prasan ke ape ke, but i saw her eyes looking at me.
Woot. Happy. For short period only. Hahaa!
The ones who pass has to help the ones who did not pass their 2.4km run.
I went to play soccer with the 5 ruby after helping the ones who did not pass. Had fun though.
Recess! As usual, went to sit at the concourse.
Lagi skali! Dier tngkkn aku. Prasan kot! Happy lagi. Heh! Buat sementare je.
Mungkin dier tngk org laen ke. Kae tkpe2. Had english compo test today.
Dlm karangan tu ader kene mengener ngn dier sedikit uhh. Tak byk. Heh!
After english lesson, had chemistry lesson. Wah liao! I fell asleep. ZzzzZzzZZ!
Haaahaaa! I dunno why i got this habit. After PE, either english or chemistry lesson, i will fall asleep.
Last week, i fell asleep during english lesson, today, chemistry lesson. Haiyaa.
Must change. So freaking excited about today 'coz today got no tutorial. Yipee!
Went for this so called 'Tutorial' and had fun there. Hahaaa! Leave school at 4:30pm.
Then went to the bus stop, thought of going home, but it's too early!
Then my heart began to miss her. Oh why?!? I truly miss her. Why!? Why?! Why?!?
If only we are still together, we had spent quality time together. But oh well. Reality.
Izzul came up this idea, he decided to go to Taufiq's house, nk lepak or waste the time with friends.
Me, Fareez and Izzul went to his block and waited for him under his block. Chit-chatted.
Talked about stuffs. Heh! Boy's stuffs.
Taufiq arrived and told us 'Kat rumah tkde org.'
Then we were like 'Laaahhh, asl tk call atau msg kterorg, kterorg bleh naek perr.'
Then Taufiq said something. I did not paying attention 'cause my mind was thinking of *******.
Heh! Went to his house and played cards. Had laughters too.
Left his house at about 6, i guess. Chatted with Fareez from 7 till now. Heh!
Some others too. Ader survey oii! Haahaa! 5 person told me that i'm ****-****ing.
Wooo! Happy sesangat-sangat nyer! Tapi ape mau buat, dier da binget ngn aku.
Cinte tak leh pakse, btol tk? I read my old posts and i began to recall the cherished moments we had together.
Which i shouldn't have done that, 'cause she does not want me anymore in her life.
So yeahh, what's the point if i truly love her so much and ended up not being together.
I made my decision yesterday that i wanted to move on, and i took her words.
Take a step at a time. That's what she told me and that's what im doing right now.
I'm picking up my broken heart, trying to fix it back and then, glue the pieces together.
Love-Phobic. Tak brani nk jatuh cinter lagi. Badi oii. Badi! Dah serik.
My first time experiencing this pain which hurts so much due to relationship.
Wokae then, till here good girls and good boys.
The survey boosts my confidence of ****ing ******* back. Maybe uhh. Maybe.

Edit: I wanna cut my hair like my brother. So awesomely nice! Like synyster gates!

Well, Yesterday had my martial arts training. Did not give in my 100%.
The main reason was, my left knuckle still hurts. But oh well, not blaming anyone.
Maybe i Over-Reacted and was Very Temperamental, I guess.
Secondly, i was too tired 'coz i played soccer yesterday. From 4:30 till 6:30.
Thirdly, i was not in the mood. Brrrrrrrr.
I shared my life story with my best friends. And yeahh, even if i fall,
they are the ones who support me through pain. Simply, i love them.
Had double blow yesterday. Sustain heavy damage. Where? In my heart.
It was indeed a very very painful experience for me. Two blows in a day. Perfect.
Then i told myself, well yeahh, hidop ader susah senang. Aku trimer dugaan ni.
I told Haris, which is my greatest of my best friends abt the double blow.
And he supported me through the night. I gained confidence. I truly love him.
So kind of him to stay up through the night, messaging me and encouraging me.
Kalau lah dier matair aku ke, abg aku sendiri ke, aku dah peluk dier, syg dier. Haii.
Well, i cried. I cry and i cry and i cry. My pillow was so wet.
I kept thinking, why on earth does this happen to me?
Well, when i was with *******, this thing does not happen. But after we ***** ***, it happened.
Arnd 11:30 i guess, my mum came back from mosque, she approached me where i was lying on my bed. She touched me on my right shoulder,
and i said 'Farid rindu mak.' And she cried.
After that, she went to her room and i continued crying. I don't care about the world.
All i care about is my wounded heart. I was praying to god to heal my wounded heart.
And now, i'm feeling better. And one more thing, please do not talk about relationship
or whatsoever. Currently disgusted about relationship.
I brought ******* to the best/greatest moment of *** life and *** did this to me.
Just wanna tell ***, i dearly miss ***, truly love ***. But to make me feel better, and for *** to feel better, let's just move on and walk away. If ***'s reading tis, im not asking for anything.
Sympathy, no. 'Cause i can stand with my own two legs.
Love, no. 'Cause i had enough of having painful feelings and experience.
Friendship, no. 'Cause i'm disgusted by u. U weren't the person i knew when we first met.

*******, i keep our memories together. For long but not forever. We had our times.
U cried when i left singapore for OBS when we were otp. True?
U were nervous when we first met at Bukit Batok Mrt station. True?
I was sitting 3 seats to the left from u during Dunearnite. True?
I called u in the night after dunearnite telling u tat i went so search fr u after dunearnite ended. True?
U called my house number on the last day of my OBS, n u were searching for me. True?
Our first date was at raffles city, i was eating ice kachang and u did not wan to eat. True?
We went Suntec City and we were lost. True?
We went Jurong Entertainment to see people skate and u were shivering and i hugged u. True?
We went Lot 1 and i said 'Can i be your boyfriend who will give you everlasting love?'. True?
And u accepted me on the 6th day of December. We were otp late at night. True?
U were completely happy when i was ur boyfriend. True?
I was cheering fr u during 08 cross country day even though we were not together. True?
I was fighting so hard for u, just to have you back in my heart on 1st of march. True?
I told u my DLS on 11th march o8. True?
U sang to me even though u were very shy on 1st june 08. True?
On 2nd july 08, we went pizza hut and we took pictures. True?
On 26th july 08, u fainted in the mrt and u told me wat happened. True?
On 4th october 08, while we were otp, i told u tat i never had tears of joy in my life before. True?
On 13th october 08, I was so damn excited as u were my first gf to spend hari raya with. True?
On 24th november 08, We went to watch Madagascar 2 at Shaw Theatre, Bugis. True?
We went sentosa and you were damn happy for spending quality time with me. True?
On 5th December 08, 1 day before our 1 year anniversary, i handed u the ring and u were so excited. True?
On 19th march 09, we went marina barrage, u enjoyed being with me even though u were so hungy. True?
U told me, I was the first for almost everything. True?
I spent time with u most of the time. True?
U whispered me something when we ate at pastamania and u mean it. True?
I was the one who consoled/help u when times gets rough. True?

Last, We otp every Friday without fail. True?

So *******, it's time for u to realise how much im dedicated to u. There's alot more.
I won't mention here. Think before u act.
I'm sorry but have to let u go, move on and to walk away. Far far away from u.