Honestly speaking, i miss the old days. Why? If you want to find out why, read today's post, okay?
I went to school with my spectacles on. You guys know what?
People started staring at me a certain kind of way. What's wrong with my spectacles?
Oh well, no big deal. Heh! After assembly, went to class for maths lesson.
During maths lesson, Mr.Ng took out his maths textbook and started writing on the board.
He wrote 'Ex 3B 6/04/09' on the board. He wanted us to update the content page.
So, i took my maths book 1 and flipped open to the content page.
I was in a sub-conscious state. Really! Then, i wrote Ex 3B on my content page.
Suddenly! I had spasm, on my legs! Ain't lying.
I asked myself, 'Eh! Nari 6 April?'. From sub-conscious to conscious state.
What i'm trying to say is, i recalled ******* or 06/12/07 relationship between HCLA. Hahaa!
If we were still together, it's our 1 year 4 months.
So yeah, it took some time for me to come back to reality.
Today completely reminds me of her.
Which i shouldn't have done so. Kenangan. Aww!
I texted Fareez about it, and he also realised today is me and my then-girlfriend's month-sary.
Heh! So after maths had PE. Well, was quite boring though, i thought the ones who pass their 2.4km run can have their free games, but no.
Heh! Aku raserkn, dier tngk aku. xDD! Aku raser jer la.
Tk tau, mungkin aku sajer prasan ke ape ke, but i saw her eyes looking at me.
Woot. Happy. For short period only. Hahaa!
The ones who pass has to help the ones who did not pass their 2.4km run.
I went to play soccer with the 5 ruby after helping the ones who did not pass. Had fun though.
Recess! As usual, went to sit at the concourse.
Lagi skali! Dier tngkkn aku. Prasan kot! Happy lagi. Heh! Buat sementare je.
Mungkin dier tngk org laen ke. Kae tkpe2. Had english compo test today.
Dlm karangan tu ader kene mengener ngn dier sedikit uhh. Tak byk. Heh!
After english lesson, had chemistry lesson. Wah liao! I fell asleep. ZzzzZzzZZ!
Haaahaaa! I dunno why i got this habit. After PE, either english or chemistry lesson, i will fall asleep.
Last week, i fell asleep during english lesson, today, chemistry lesson. Haiyaa.
Must change. So freaking excited about today 'coz today got no tutorial. Yipee!
Went for this so called 'Tutorial' and had fun there. Hahaaa! Leave school at 4:30pm.
Then went to the bus stop, thought of going home, but it's too early!
Then my heart began to miss her. Oh why?!? I truly miss her. Why!? Why?! Why?!?
If only we are still together, we had spent quality time together. But oh well. Reality.
Izzul came up this idea, he decided to go to Taufiq's house, nk lepak or waste the time with friends.
Me, Fareez and Izzul went to his block and waited for him under his block. Chit-chatted.
Talked about stuffs. Heh! Boy's stuffs.
Taufiq arrived and told us 'Kat rumah tkde org.'
Then we were like 'Laaahhh, asl tk call atau msg kterorg, kterorg bleh naek perr.'
Then Taufiq said something. I did not paying attention 'cause my mind was thinking of *******.
Heh! Went to his house and played cards. Had laughters too.
Left his house at about 6, i guess. Chatted with Fareez from 7 till now. Heh!
Some others too. Ader survey oii! Haahaa! 5 person told me that i'm ****-****ing.
Wooo! Happy sesangat-sangat nyer! Tapi ape mau buat, dier da binget ngn aku.
Cinte tak leh pakse, btol tk? I read my old posts and i began to recall the cherished moments we had together.
Which i shouldn't have done that, 'cause she does not want me anymore in her life.
So yeahh, what's the point if i truly love her so much and ended up not being together.
I made my decision yesterday that i wanted to move on, and i took her words.
Take a step at a time. That's what she told me and that's what im doing right now.
I'm picking up my broken heart, trying to fix it back and then, glue the pieces together.
Love-Phobic. Tak brani nk jatuh cinter lagi. Badi oii. Badi! Dah serik.
My first time experiencing this pain which hurts so much due to relationship.
Wokae then, till here good girls and good boys.
The survey boosts my confidence of ****ing ******* back. Maybe uhh. Maybe.
Edit: I wanna cut my hair like my brother. So awesomely nice! Like synyster gates!
One question left;
Should i or should i not forget her?
