Time now is 3:52am. && I'm not on bed.
I just can't sleep. Arggghhhhhhh. Insomniaaaa!
I don't understand why I keep on reminiscing good old damn days.
So yeahh, my ulcers have been so annoying. Can't munch my food properly.
Stupid siaaa. Ni laa, sape gi pandai2 mengumpat psl aku. Haii.
Skrg terok jadinyer. 2 pulak tu. After publishing this post, gonna go force myself to sleep.
Wokae la, N level around the corner. && to 4 Pearl, 4 Ruby, 4 Amber 08, raya outing on 3rd October.
What's the point regretting?
You kept repeating the same mistakes over && over again.
Today didn't follow classmates go raya outing. Was officially sick.
Wokae, got nothing much to say.
Edited;
I spent $124. Wowwwww. There goes my salary. Hahaaa! Next target, Macbeth shoe && Football Boot. That's all!
Nicely forgotten or Hately reminded?Your pick.Oh i had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
This time i think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
Every single day i think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry.
Sorry for not updating for quite some time, been busy with outings && stuffs.
Today gonna be a short && simple post.
I'm falling sick. Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Wokae la, till here, nothing much to say.
Selamat menyambut hari raya.
Siblings.
Gonna post about yesterday!
Well, yesterday wasn't in the mood early in the morning.
Was so damn pissed. Then went to school with Rafiqahh && both of us were late.
Had lessons though. Chemistry, Geography, Maths && English.
Chemistry was somewhat fun, geography was okay, maths was wide awake, don't know why.
English was a total slack, 'cause we watched movie called Waterboys. Kinda funny.
The bell rang, then went to concourse, 'cause I thought me && girlfriend were supposed to go home together.
But oh well, the answer was a no. Obvious no. Prioritise your friend ahead of me.
Friends more important what. So yeahh, you don't need your boyfriend beside you, am I right?
I was so pissed off at that moment. So yeahh, I walked away.
Then went home && sleep. After that, Haris texted me.
Both of us wanted to take our pay. Then met him under my block.
I told him to take the bus, but he really really wanted to take the MRT.
So, not to start a fight, I followed what he said. Then once we reached upon the MRT station,
I tapped my ez-link card && Vwa-la! Low value. && both of us didn't have enough money.
So we walked all the way to the nearest bus-stop during the heavy downpour.
We were soaking wet. So wet. Then reached VivoCity at about, 5:15pm I guess.
Then took our pay && went to Peninsula Plaza. After that, went to Queensway Shopping Centre.
Bought Haris's pair of shoes && bought my guitar pick. Then while otw home, there's a massive jam.
Like what the hell?!? So long siaaaa. Had to wait for half an hour? && our stomach were growling.
Our time to break fast but then, we don't have any food or beverage to break our fast in the bus.
Haii, then reached home at about 8pm, supposedly meet besties at Bukit Panjang at 8.
Tsk3. Then called Ridhwan to meet under my block. Reached home && had my quick dinner.
Then off to meet Ridhwan under my block. After that, took 187, alighted at Zhenghua Primary School.
I thought Zhenghua Primary was the meeting point, but no, it was the next bus-stop.
Then me && Ridhwan walked all the way to the next bus-stop.
Met Azri, Fareez && Nashri. 5 of us went to meet Izzul && Irza && Taufiq.
Met them at the long stretch of market, right at the end. Then bought bunga api.
&& Haris came at a later point of time. Then off we went to Zhenghua Park.
That's where the fun begins. We set our rockets, lighted our rockets && laughed our ass off.
Good old days. Fond memories. Cherished. Zuhaili tagged along, but he came late.
10 of us were so chaotic! Havoc! Fareez's rocket was the first to fly up into the sky.
As usual, Izzul always manufacture the rocket with a banging sound. Hehhh!
Was fun though. Very very fun! But this time, without Ghazi && Irfan.
Haii, I truly treasure what happened yesterday night.
After that, took the LRT home, 6 of us, Izzul && Irza went home.
&& we played black && white, to see who enters the gate last.
It was just me && Azri at the end, && I won him, so he had to enter the gate last.
But then! He entered as the second person! So unfair. Hahahaaaa!
One thing that kept us laughing like mad cow was, he said, 'Eh jangan tarik tangan aku uhh, aku pump muker korang aru tau.'
&& he ran towards the gate, but he forgot that he haven't tapped his ez-link.
He banged onto the gate! Wahahahahahahahaaaaa! Funny siaaa!
Then went home && had a little conversation with Rafiqahh && went to sleep.
Well, that's all for yesterday.
Maybe today I'm gonna go top-up my prepaid card.
Let me tell you something, I don't feel so amaze by you anymore.Why? 'Cause you seem not to care about me anymore.I just want some time with you, && there you are, with your friends.Who am I to you? I'm treated like a friend, nothing special.Sometimes, I just want to give up on you. Not once, but many times.You're not special to me, anymore. Here I am, treating you like a princess, && there you are, treating me nothing more like a friend.I feel so wasted, all my time spending with you, is like going to waste.I put in all my effort to make you treat me so special, but hell no. I wonder if you treat your Ex'es better than me. I thought having you in my heart can cool things down.But it seems to be the other way round, you seem to hurt me inside.So pissed by your actions nowadays. So damn pissed. So fucked up. If you want things your way, then be single.If things are going the hard way, then might as well end it.So went to school today, with beloved Rafiqahh.
With my new haircut! Hahahaaaa! Been a long time since I spike my hair up.
Wokae la, as long as I look neat. That's all I care about. Hehhh!
We took our very own sweet time. Walk so slow.
Hahaaa! Then we saw Mr.Simon Gan outside school, don't have any idea where he's going.
Shouldn't he be inside school? But oh well! Doesn't bother me anyway. Hehhh!
Then entered school at about, 7:30am? Then proceeded into class.
&& to my astonishment! 12 of my classmates were present. Like what the heck?!?
Tsk3. Aiy0 y0! 18 of my classmates were absent. Tsk3.
Then during maths lesson had this lady teacher. Woahhh! Pretty!
But no wayy! I got my very own girl. Then after Maths, had recess.
Had no idea where to go. So, went to play soccer with Syahir, Aliff && one of their classmate.
Fun sehh! Then after recess, had F&N. 5 periods? && I realised something once I entered my class.
From 12 students, turns into 7 students. Cool perr?! Hahahaaaa!
I asked my classmate, "Yesterday I didn't come to school, can tell me was it the same as today?"
Then he answered, "No, yesterday not so few. About 15-18 students present. Today, 12. Now 7." Then I laughed my ass off! Hahahaaa! Cikgu datang pun muker boring sehhh!
Wokae la, till here. Kanye West is just so mean. The song heartless should reflect on him.
Dok, besok, bunga api! Like how we did it last year. September 30, 2008.
We've been through up's && down's.
Yet, we still stick to each other just like a glue.
'Cause you can endure how high my ego were to be.
&& I can endure even how mean you were to be.
Today, marked our 3rd Month-Sary.
I love you, like I always do, Rafiqahh.
Watch the crowds as they are screaming your name.
Weeee. Had a blastful day today! Hehhh!
Today finished at 1:50 pm. Firstly, I thought today got PE lesson.
But in the end, our PE lesson was rescheduled to Tuesday. Aiyaaaa!
Hehhh! Well I don't mind though. So yeahhh, had boring lessons today. Hehhh!
Before recess had geography lesson, me && Zuhaili skipped but in the end, still get caught.
I was sleeping throughout the last 4 periods siaaaa. Cannot tahan!
My eyes were like shutting down. So damn heavy.
Like as if my eyes were anchored or something. xDD!
Everytime I want to open my eyes, I will feel so, lazy?
Can't think of any other words to express the feeling. Hahaaa!
Lagi2 duduk bwh kipas. Ah kauuu! Dingin oii! Peaceful! Hehhh!
Wokae, after the school has ended, met Rafiqahh at the concourse.
Both my eyes were damn blur. I'm just so lazy to explain.
I can only see humans without faces. Hahahaaaa!
When I come close to someone, then can see their faces. Hehhh!
Me && Rafiqahh laughed, crapped && walked alot! ALOT! Hehhh!
&& my mouth was so damn tired siaaa. Talked too much. Hehhh! Aiyaaa!
Good for her laaa 'cause she didn't talk much, but she did laugh alot.
&& she bit me. Too cute I guess? Hahahaaaa! Nvm, I'm lovin' it.
I waited for her till she board her bus. She went home about 6+pm.
Reached home, called Pizza Hut Delivery && went to sleep.
Ate 6 Slices of pizza, 4 slices of garlic bread && 3 honey chicken wings.
Wowwww! Hahaaaa. No wonder my stomach nowadays seems to be growing bigger.
Bigger stomach = Cuter looks. True? Hahahaaaaaaaaa! Wokae till here.
I'm so in love with her. Lovebirds. Hahaaaaa! ILY-R.
I just want to spend the rest of my life with you.'Cause you are dearly missed.
Morning;Wide awake at this point of time. Now's 1:06 am.
Still can't sleep, I guess I need lullabies to make me go to sleep.
Been reading my old posts these few days. Which I supposedly shouldn't do that.
Hmm. Girlfriend should be asleep by now.
Wokae, till here. I'll update later in the afternoon or so. If I got the time to.
Just sometimes, I kept reminiscing old days.
Back then, when I was having fun all day && night long.
But I have to keep telling myself, as time goes by, you have to change.
&& now, I feel the change in me.
If I totally change into the person you can't dream of, I'm sorry.
Afternoon;
I guess I'll be staying at home.
Don't have any idea of where to go.
Can somebody ask me out or something?
'Cause I have nothing better to do at home rather than sitting infront of the computer.
Alright, till here. Enjoy the last 2 days of holiday.
So tell me, you want revenge?
I don't mind you being revengeful.
Just one day, you don't regret what you've done.
&& it's becoming disastrous, it's true.
You don't seem to have that so-called 'magic' to impress me anymore.
So tell me, is this how the way you treat your boyfriend?
I cared for you too much, love you too much && in the end this is what I get?
Being hurtful? Crying myself to sleep at night?
Our love is becoming shaky, either of us are losing grip on each other.
Issit just me or you or even, both of us, walking on a thin line?
Woke up at 5:30pm today.
I was amazed. Went to take my shower && watched television for an hour or so.
Then break fast && on computer. Played games && now doing nothing.
Maybe tomorrow go out to Peninsula to buy guitar stap && pick. Just maybe.
Wokae, till here then, don't have much idea to write about.
I confess, I pierced.Today had my English paper, 1 && 2.
Couldn't say anything. What I can say is, I prefer this year's 'N' Level than last year's.
After the paper, went to computer lab. Can't remember which lab.
But it was on level 4. Aiyaaaaa! 5 years in Dunearn still don't know what lab is that.
Tsk3. Wokae, so yeahh, spent time in the computer lab with besties till 6.
5 hours facing the computer? Omg. Can develop myopia. Hopefully not!
Wokae la, till here. Don't have much to write about.
I've got to enjoy my holiday! But I guess I'm not going out.
I'll just sleep from morning till break fast. Chehh tk la. Berdoser tauu!
Wokae la. Goodnight readers.
You said something so hurtful.You left me wounded.Just that you didn't realise how hurtful I am.Today woke up at 7am. Didn't managed to sahur.
&& baby, I'm so sorry, my battery was flat. I didn't charge my hp.
So so sorry! Hehhh! I buy you Ferrero Rocher. Wokae?
So yeahh, today had my Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension.
Now revising Social Studies. Rajin sehhhh! xDD! Chehhh!
Well, yesterday I had the most fun day ever! Hahahaaa!
Went shopping with beloved Haris && Fareez.
Three of us went from Queensway Shopping Centre to Far East Plaza.
Well, I bought a V-neck shirt. Which looks very very nice to me.
Harga pon cantik! xDD! Luckily bought the shirt with Fareez.
Got 30% off. Hehhh! Weeeee! Haris didn't manage to buy the kind of shoe he died for.
Well, me too. I wanted to buy a shoe. But then, duit tk cukup. Aiyaaaa! Tkpe, next gaji.
Hehhh! Before going to Queensway Shopping Centre, me && Haris had tons of laughters.
Secret! Hahaaaa! Wokae la, till here. =DD!
Think about love, I never saw it coming,
It took me by suprise & got me wondering.
Now, there's a voice inside my heart,
Telling me that we won't fall apart.Rafiqahhh's.
Time check: 1:47am.
Still not sleeping. Aiy0 y0! What the heck are you doing, Farid?
You should be on bed sleeping. But no, you are not. Instead you are calling Rafiqahhh.
&& still have the cheeks to update your blog. Tsk3. Hahahaaaa!
Wokae wokae. I'll sleep once I've finished updating my blog. Maybe. Wahahaa!
Went to work yesterday. Well, I saw my ex-schoolmate at my workplace.
He work there! Hahahaaaa! It's a small small world afterall!
No, correction.
Singapore is a
small small country afterall! Hahaaa!
Weeeeeeeeeee! Monday gonna go shopping. I guess I know what I'm about to buy.
Let me list down, aye?
1) Shoe bag.**
2) A bag that looks like a file. (I don't know what's that called.)
3) A shoe that looks like a sandal. (I don't know what's that thing called.)
4) Jeans, slim one! Hahaaaa!
5) Shirt.**
6) Mathematical set. (Comes in handy during 'N' level Mathematics paper.)
7) Top-up my prepaid card.
8) Guitar strap.
Those * (asterisk) means that I might or might not buy it.
That's all I can think of at the moment. Hehhh! && I gotta save my money, somewhat.
Hehhh! That's all readers! Enjoy your September holiday.
Don't let your holiday go to waste.
In my dream, it's just me && my girlfriend.
By the beach, walking from end to end.
Building castle out of sand.
I love you till the end.
Rafiqahhh.
Woke up at 3pm today. Didn't get to wake up for 'Sahur'. Was too sleepy I guess.
Or maybe the weather was just too perfect for me. Hehhh!
Been raining early in the morning these few days. Which I find so relaxing.
Yesterday otp-ed with sweetheart from 10pm till 1am.
I don't get bored talking to her. She made me smile from ear to ear.
Hehhh! I truly love her. Hahaaaa! Wokae, after putting down the phone at 1am+.
I dozed off. So quick siaaa. I lay my head on my pillow && poof! Gone to lala land.
Hehhh! Wokae la, that's all I want to say. Hehhh! I don't know what to type.
'N' level, next week. 3 more days. Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Got to be prepared. Now off to playing my guitar. Wahahaaa! B.C Rich Warlock. Sweeett!
Baby, you're my one && only.
I've never stop thinking about you, even for a minute.
You're constantly in my mind, Rafiqahhh.
First thing first! I want to thanks huddy for helping me out in changing this blogskin.
It looks thousand times better. Weeee! I didn't change my blogskin since September 2008.
Hehhh! So yeahh. Wokae, been busy with this and that. Been spending quality time with sweetheart.
Been laughing, enjoying life. But nowadays, I can't. Why?!? 'Cause 'N' level next week.
I got asthma && been having fever. Sick sick sick! Arghhhhhh.
School nowadays have been motivating me to do better. Hehhh!
Motivated to do better. So yeahhh!
Gonna revise Social Studies && format for letter writing for both Mother Tongue && English paper.
Psst! Pay-day tomorrow! Wahahahahaaa!
Remember what you gave me?
Well, it is yours, not mine.
I'm gone, changed && not turning back.
'Cause I don't want to walk on the same track.
Today went to school with beloved girlfriend, Rafiqahhh.
Been 4 days not spending time with her.
So yeahh, this morning went to school as per normal.
Been laughing like mad cow early in the morning.
All because of sweetheart luhh nie. Tsk3. Uat org hyper time pagi2.
Hehh! && I can't wait for today evening.
Why?!? I'm gonna go buy a guitar! Electric guitar! Gonna mark today as my memorable day.
Tak sabar ni. I'm gonna buy the electric guitar, accompanied by Haris.
Then maybe blanja him PastaMania or what. xDD! Awww, how kind.
Teeeheeeee. I've been saving my salary since July siaaa. September aru beli.
Takes 2 months to buy something which I've been dying for.
Supposedly today go home with my sweet sayanggg. But then, she got Adam Khoo.
Aiyaaaaa. Aru nk spend quality time together seh.
Tkpe laa, tadi time recess ngn break da jumpe.
Sedap sikit hati. Hehhh. Klau tak, fuhhh, raser teramat-amat rindu kepadanya. Aiseh mann.
I'm so crazy madly in love with Rafiqahhh. Smooch! xDD! Oi Farid! Bulan puasa!
Maner bleh cium2 ni. Tsk3. Chehh, stakat type je. Klau bulan puasa dah abes aru.
Aiy0 y0! Naughty nahhh. Wokae la, till here. && psst! N level, next week. Aiy0 y0!
Aku tak nak 'pisang berbual dua.' xDD! Murni taught me. Hahahaaa! I guess it's correct.
Aku nk tukar blog skin! Satu org ajar aku! Please!
At first, I went down, I fell, I fell so fast.Dropping like the grains in an hourglass.But now, having you in my life, I soar up in the sky.You gave me the courage to stand up once again.I love you dearly, Rafiqahh.
