Didn't go to school today 'cause I wasn't feeling well. Aiyaaa, can't think of something to write.
Okay, I'm missing someone very badly. I swear I've never miss someone like this before.
&& I want you to know that I will always love you.
&& you're constantly revolving in my mind. I need you.

You're the one I want to be with.

Today went to school without BabyBoo by my side.
I felt like I'm without someone by my side this morning.
But that is not going to bring my day in school down.
So yeahh, had 2 tests today. Geography && chemistry. Quite hard laa.
After school, home sweet home. Eat, sleep && play games.
Wokayy laa, nothing much to talk about. Ta-taaaaaaaa!

You make me laugh when I'm angry,
This makes me feel special when I'm by your side.
You're amazing, simply amazing, I love you many many.

Fresh, out from the bathroom. Just came back from playing soccer.
Had lots && lots of fun. Won matches, assisted && helped the backline.
Gennaro Gattuso + Tomas Rosicky + Robin Van Persie + Fabio Cannavaro.
Wokayy laa, that's all. Till next time.

If I didn't tell you, I get scolded.
If I tell you, I also get scolded.
Is it my fault? What do you want me to do? Lie?
Maybe I'm a liar, but all I really know is, you're the only reason I'm trying to be honest.
I thought you told me, not to text you till you text me?
Ohh, I'm cool with it. Go on, keep it a secret from me.
So, ermmm, where do I stand actually?
The very bottom of your list? Ohh wait, am I not your boyfriend?
Set your thinking straight. You don't have to live a life full of lies && deceit.
Well, you got me confuse, very damn confuse.
You told me not to lie, so here I am, telling you honestly.
&& I get scolded. So nice, very nice.
I don't want to know what you do behind my back.
'cause all I know, you got no time for me.
You dont have to say, what you did. I already know.
What's the reason? Busy, busy && busy.
Or you took a chance, made other plans? I'm not sure, you left me in doubt.
So who are you actually? Hollywood star?
Heyy, even Hollywood stars spent their time with their loved ones.
You lied, you hid things from me. Did you cheat? I don't know.
Ohh wait, you told me, what goes around, comes around.
So, I'll just wait && see what's coming.
I don't know if it's going to hit you hard.
But I bet, it's going to be painful. A painful lesson to learn.
I didn't do anything wrong, but you blamed me.
I don't know if you spread around the news to others.
How bad I am, how mean I am towards you, I don't know.
You didn't know all the ways I loved you.
You told me, you love me, you don't want to leave me.
I don't understand why you have to always be gone.
Then why don't you have the time to spend your time with me?
I don't care what people say, I'm in love with you, honestly.
You didn't fill me with believe && trust, but you fill me with doubt.
What happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
Who do you turn to? Your boyfriend? Or someone else?
Everynight, I think about you, recalling the time I spent with you.
I don't know if you did the same too. All night, staring at the ceiling.
All night, hearing voices telling me that I should get some sleep.
'cause tomorrow might be good for something.
Sometimes, I don't even sleep the whole night thinking about you.
Maybe I'm addicted, but you're the drug, that keeps me from dying.
Everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy, I am losing my mind.
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell. && I'm sorry, for whatever.

I'm not gonna post a long story for today, gonna post something about special someone.

Cold, windy, breezy && freezing. I was shivering under my blanket.
I even had to wake up early in the morning to answer 'nature call'. Haaaaaa!
I didn't do it once, but twice. Freezing cold, like as if it is winter season.
Wokayy, I got a wake up text message from BabyBoo.
The moment I read her message, I smile very wide. I don't know why.
It seems to me that I just can't live the day when I didn't get a wake up text message from her.
So yeahh, woke up, took my morning shower && off to meet bestie under the void deck.
I went for a haircut. Haaaaaaa! I noticed something, every start of a new term, must cut hair.
It's like a habit to me already. Except for holidays laa, I would keep my hair long, shoulder-length.
Wokayy, after the haircut, accompanied bestie to fetch his younger brother at Toh Guan Rd.
But before fetching his younger brother, we went to Jurong Point. Fuhhh, crowded!
There's people gathering outside the Jurong Point entrance to observe the Freestyle Dance.
Most of the dance crew are teenagers, of course. You wouldn't expect an old man or woman.
So yeahh, some of them really know how to impress us, the spectators.
After observing them showing off their dance moves, took 187 to Toh Guan Rd.
Fetched his younger brother, accompanied him all the way to his house.
After sending his younger brother home, walked all the way to the street soccer court.
My goodness! It was empty when me && Ridhwan arrive at the street soccer court.
Not even a single person kicking soccer ball. Then we stayed till 8:30pm.
&& came a boy with a soccer ball. So yeahh, played for a while, 5-7 minutes?
Then home sweet home. Reached home, my brother decided to go to the night bazaar at West Mall.
Bought some food && home sweet home. Haaaaa! Wokayy laa, that's all for today.
Ta-taaaaaa!

I fell deep,
Deep in love with you.

Wokay, today didn't go anywhere. Stayed at home for the whole day.
My goodness, the most boring holiday ever! I didn't do anything at home.
Except for eat, sleep, play games. That's all. Haaaaaaa! Pathetic, I know.
Yesterday went West Coast Park with family. Fly kite, oh gosh! I'm noob.
Epic failure, I don't know how to fly a kite, before my brother taught me.
I'm not a professional kite-flyer laaa, but so-so. Hahaaaa!
While sitting on the bench, received a phone call, from an unknown number.
I answered the call, I hardly believe that it was gf. Haaaaaa! Damn, I miss her.
Then later in the evening, we talked on the phone. Ask her how she's doing && stuffs.
Wokay, tomorrow gf come home from her overseas trip. Can't wait. So eager. Grrrrrrr!
Thought of playing soccer on Saturday at West Coast Park. But afterall, still pending.
Been, a week or two since I last played soccer. So yeahh, no fit. Haaaaaaaaaa!
Wokayy laa, till here. Ta-taaaaaaa!

Waiting for you,
For you.

Didn't manage to sleep peacefully this morning. I woke up every now && then.
Is it because my heart do not feel so secured when she is not around? Maybe.
Is it because I truly miss her? Or is it because I feel so lost without her? Maybe.
Oh well, I told myself, she is going overseas for just 4 days. Just 4 days, no more.
Once she is back, then everything is going to be just fine, like the way it is.
I received a text message from her in the early morning.
When she texted me that she was in the airport, my heart began to miss her deeply. Ouch!
Oh, you see, I couldn't bear how much I miss her. Words can't describe it.

It feels so different when you spent your day looking at your handphone, && say,
'Hey, something's not right. Everytime I look at my handphone, her picture would flash upon the handphone screen. Either she is calling me or had just send a text message.'
'Ohh wow! I miss her. I miss her text-messaging me, dialling my number, talking on the phone && listening to her cute laughters which makes me feel so overjoy.'

Even for just an hour, I feel like I have been waiting for years for her return. Gosh!
Okayy, today I did not go anywhere. I stayed at home, watching TV && playing games.
Not to forget, doing my Geography homework && cleaning the house. Fuhhhh! Beneficial.
Wokayy laa, that's all I want to post. Demam rindu laaa!

I truly miss you, Murni.
You are special.

Woke up early today, met Murni a.k.a BabyBoo under the void deck at 7:45am.
Chit-chatted && proceeded to school before going to YISS for malay composition course.
Then after waiting for the others to assemble in school, we had to wait for the school bus.
We reached YISS at about, 8:50am? Around there laaa. Then headed straight to the venue.
Well, the course went smoothly, but then, I became so, restless. Was leaning back, legs straight.
Thought of closing my eyes for a moment, but then! I was afraid that I could fall asleep. Haaa!
The course was separated into two session. So, after the first session, there was a light refreshment.
While some were having their light refreshment, me && gf disappear. Haaaa!
We skipped the second session && went home, 'cause we got other plans.
Reached home, get changed && headed straight to the Bukit Gombak MRT.
Took the MRT heading towards Jurong East. Our meeting point was at Jurong East MRT.
So yeahh, after quite some time waiting for BabyBoo to appear, we took the EW line.
&& I swear, I honestly swear, BabyBoo looks amazingly gorgeous.
When I saw her coming out from the train, my jaw dropped to the ground.
My goodness, can't believe my eyes, she looks very pretty. She's the rose among the thorns.
So yeahh, while we were heading to Plaza Singapura, had a cheerful conversations.
&& I just can't help it, but to hug her. My hands just couldn't stay still, but to lay on her hips.
There was once, she said, 'U, u tk pegang handgrab. Nanti I jatuh tauu. Mcm ne?'
Then I replied, 'Tkpe laa, kite jatuh same2.' Awww. Okayy daaaa! Haaaaa!
Soon, we reached Plaza Singapura, watched Danceworks && went looking for BabyBoo's stuffs.
Ended up, we managed to buy 1 of BabyBoo's stuff, after 2-3 hours time spent in town. Haaaa!
Got this scenario, I was eating Old Chang Kee, she was drinking Peach Red Tea.
&& we sat outside KFC at Far East Plaza. && we saw a group of girls.
&& I said to BabyBoo, 'U, pakaian dorg mcm band No Wonders sehh'
&& she gave me that blur look, 'Huh? No Wonders?'
Then I said, 'Yg nyanyi lagu Nobody But You tu laaaa.'
&& then she laughed out loud && said, 'U, bukan No Wonders laaa! Wonder Girls laa'
Then I was like so paiseh siaaa. I replied, 'Ohh!' I laughed my ass off too.
But I can't deny the fact that it was mesmerising. Cherished.
Then after that, proceeded to Lot One. So while we were in the bus, it rained, heavily.
&& we had to stand while we were on the expressway.
When we reached Bukit Panjang, we found ourselve a seat. Woooooooooooo!
Luck was on our side. && yeahh, oh-oh! Haaaaa! A big OH-OH!
Once we reached Lot One, proceeded to Cotton On to buy BabyBoo's shorts. && it's hot.
Then before heading home, ate our lunch? Dinner? Okayy, I don't know which one. Haaa!
But we ate food, that's for sure. I ate chicken rice, she ate kimchii noodle. Korean-obsession!
Ohh! I love you, Murni. Then took the same bus && she went home, I went home.
Supposedly play soccer, but I was wayy too tired after a long day out with BabyBoo.
The longest time spent. Recorded on my calendar && my heart. Wokayy laa, that's all for today.
I need you, I love you. I just can't imagine life without you, it will be disastrous.
You are all I need, never do I want to lose you. You complete me, baby. I love you, Murni.

I won't forget the quality time spent,
With you, Murni.

Yipeee! Had an amazing day today. Spent most of my time with BabyBoo.
Went to school together, went home from school together. Haaaaa!
Wokayy, today's lesson, hmm, let me see. Ahhhhhhh! Before school starts, it was raining.
Luckily it started drizzling when I was with BabyBoo under the void deck.
There was another lovebirds, haaa! Sebok laaa dorg. Ishhh! Haaaa! Gurau laa.
But they look sweet together. Tapi belom matair, ape daaaaaa!
Something happened along the way when we were on our way to school. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Can't tell you guys what is it, it remains as a secret. Between me && BabyBoo. Shhhhhh!
We head straight to our classroom, as our morning assembly was in class due to the rain.
Then, my form teacher showed us our CA1 results. Like woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I passed every subject, but damn! I did badly for english and combined humanities.
I got F9 for English, I wasn't sure about the combined humanities, I got C6 I guess.
So yeahh, && was disappointed with my combined science.
I aced in chemistry, but biology pulls me down. Damn down siaaaaaaaaa! My goodness!
I would not want this to happen again, I want to get B3 for my biology. I want to! Haaaa!
So yeahh, pretty delighted to see my results. Weeeee! But cannot be complacent lorrr.
Wokayy, I skipped everything, now let's go to the photo-taking session.
Everything was normal, was fine, && when it comes to fun shot, it's horrible! Hahahahaaa!
They took fun shot twice, && twice of the fun shot, I came falling from behind.
All because of several of my classmates were pushing us from behind.
Wonder how would it look on the picture itself. Hahahahahahaaa!
Then after school, spent a short time with BabyBoo as she doesn't have cheerleading today.
But she was a lil' bit tired, so yeahh, allowed her to go home early.
While I was on my way home, saw Farhan. Reached home, change, lie on my bed.
&& I received a phone call, from BabyBoo. Chit-chatted && laughed. Wooooo!
Something happened while otp, oh-oh! Secret BabyBoo, secret. && I seemed to love it. Haaa!
Thanks sygg. Haaaaaaaaa! I love my gf, Murni. && happy 1 month-sary.

&& I won't forget what happened today.

I was awaken by a phone call, early in the morning.
From someone special, it was none other than BabyBoo.
She asked me whether I wanna go to school with her or not, && I told her, I really want to.
Was so damn glad to go to school together with BabyBoo.
My goodness, can't express how happy I was.
Talked about stuffs && off we went to school, together with Farhan && Liyana.
Had a wonderful day today, very wonderful. Smiles, laughters && jokes. Haaaaaaa!
Then after school had Gym Club. Fuhhh, few people turned up. About, 5-6 people only.
Gym ended at about 5:30pm. Then headed to the concourse, chilled with Gym mates.
As usual, talking craps && laughing out loud. Haaaaa! Waited for BabyBoo to end her tarian.
Then after she had done with her tarian, accompanied her to the bus-stop.
After she had board the bus home, I went home sweet home. Hehh!
I just couldn't forget all the time spent, quality time spent I mean. Woooooo!
Wokayy, can't wait for tomorrow, gonna go to school with her again, && again, && again.
I really enjoyed today, the morning assembly, the jokes cracked && quality time spent.
Fuhh! What more should I ask for? Haaaaaaaaa!
Wokayy laaa, got to go, gonna go have my dinner && off to sleep.
&& I musn't eat so much, 'cause my gym training will all lead to waste. Heeeeee!
Wokayy, ta-taaaaaaaaaaaa!

Few hours left before the clock struck midnight,
Let me tell you something, you make my night bright.
I love you, M.

Had PE lesson in the early monday morning. && I woke up quite early today, woke up at 6.
I wonder why I woke up that early, so I went to sit on the sofa in my living room while watching Tv.
I was actually waiting for BabyBoo to call me, eventually she did, but I was having my shower.
Pfft, so today didn't go to school together. If only I wait a little bit longer, if only she call me earlier.
We should have went to school together. But oh well, can't really blame her though.
Okayy, had shuttle-run during PE lesson, supposedly do standing broad jump too.
But our PE teacher promised us 1 solid free game period. So, the boys didn't do standing broad jump.
Yippeeee! && I didn't do my best on my shuttle-run. I got 9.80 seconds. Pfft!
I remember there's someone who told me, when doing shuttle run, use our hand closest to the brick to obtain it.
But then, I didn't follow his/her advice, I went to use my left hand instead of my closest hand, which is the right hand.
So, there was a delay, waste precious of seconds. Timing really does matter anyway!
Then after shuttle run, had soccer. After PE had geography. Okayy, I didn't pay attention.
Honestly, I didn't give my 100% for geography. I couldn't even absorb the lesson.
I'm slowing down, pfft. But nothing's get in the way, let me get the rhythm && vwala!
Had maths lesson during the last 2 period, well, I obtained 25/30 for my maths test. Braaavo!
That's when complacency sets in, dude. Never do I want to get complacent && arrogant.
Wokayy, after school, went home && got myself a much needed break after a long day in school.
&& to that special someone, I wanted to spend my time with you after school before your trip overseas.
I know I can't bear how much I miss you when you go away. So badly, very badly.
I'm sorry if I lied to you, truly. Wokayy laa, till here. Ta-taaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I don't know what you intent to,
But you got me coming back to you.

Wokayy, just finished chatting with BabyBoo && currently listening to the radio.
Fuhhh, whole day at home, boring? Yes, I should say. But hella no in the evening. Haaa!
Crazy, crazy evening with BabyBoo. I was so hype up. Pfft, wokayy, can't tell you whyy.
&& hell yeahh! Im using my brother's Creative Zen Neeon.
&& nahh, I don't mind if it's outdated. Still functionable, in good condition.
So yeahh, even though my handphone's gone, I still can depend on the mp3 for musics.
Todayy I did nothing, except for playing game && watching Finding Nemo on Channel 5.
After watching Finding Nemo, ate Double McSpicy. My goodness!
It's so big, I have to press hard on the burger, to make it flat.
In the end, I took one of the chicken fillet out, McSpicy, then eat the chicken fillet by its own.
&& I was damn bloated! Very damn bloated!
Short post for today, 'cause I don't have much idea what to write. Huhuuuu!
So yeahh, ta-taaaaaaaaa! I love you, Murni.

4 days && counting.
BabyBoo, soon kayy?

Time check, now is 9:34pm. I received a phone call from BabyBoo earlier on.
Awww, that was sweet. I love you too, gf. && I won't let you slip away kayy?
Wokayy, currently listening to the radio. && I'm all stressed up, very stressed up.
Assignments, lots of them, left undone. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!
I'm so going to be a minced meat by the end of tomorrow. I don't know what to do.
But I feel so, SHIOK. Haaaaa! I pass Chemistry, Maths, Malay && Food&&Nutrition.
I failed Biology, English, Geography. Pfft, just gonna work harder.
Social studies test paper will be return to us tomorrow. Hope I pass, hope.
Wokay laa, I've got to go complete my assignments which are undone or incomplete.
Ta-taaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Most importantly,
You are the only one in my heart && mind. Ily-M.

Tears after tears after tears after tears, sigh. I'm grieving, choking on my very own tears.
I don't think I'll be sleeping today 'cause my pillows are way too wet.
Like as if it just came out from the washing machine.
Till I find a replacement pillow, then I'll fall asleep or stare on blank space.
Can't believe I cried way much more on you than I did on my previous ex's.
I can't express how great I need you so much, I can't express how great my love towards you.
Saying 'I love you' is simple, yeahh, I myself notice that.
But each and every single day, these words grow inside me, so does the feeling.
This feeling isn't new to me, it developed way back then, way back when we were young.
I didn't have the courage to tell you, neither do I have the magic formula to make you mine.
The girl I've been longing for, was you. The secrets I kept in my heart, for a very long time.
I admire you from far. Suddenly, cupid struck me with his arrow, && into my heart.
I was dumb-founded, I didn't know what to do, but to confess it to you, my sweetheart.
Ohh well, guess life is fair after all. && I will always, will always, love you.
&& even at worst part, I told myself what you said wasn't true.
Maybe I fall too deep in love with you? God knows the answer.
While reading this, stay true to yourself, you don't have to pity, symphatise me.
Stick to what you do best, don't have to regret what you did.
'cause in the beginning, I was the one who didn't want to repel, I want to attract, to you.
I was the one who was so stubborn, don't want to lose you, but to have you.
I'm lost like a penguin in the middle of the desert without you, love.
&& ohh, it's no ordinary love. Just sometimes, fairytale don't seem to have happy ending.
Ever wonder why bookwriters wrote happy endings in fairytale?
'cause they want their readers to feel, 'Awww, such a great fairytale, I wanna be like them.'
Step into reality, there's no fairy godmother, no elves nor dwarves, nor kings && queens.
So, don't take love to be as perfect as it seems, maybe you see the flaws, maybe you don't.
Before I end the post for today, ask yourself, have you ever been true to me?

I don't wish to see us apart,
If you want it that way then,
What should I say?

Wokayy, today had PE lesson. && guess what? I fell, buttock first on the ground while kicking a soccer ball.
Damn, it hurts! Haaaaaaaa! When I recall the moment I fell, it was kinda funny though.
I swung my legs && vwala! Hahahaaaaaaaaa! Well, had this so called NAPFA trial run.
The boys did chin-ups && sit-ups. Hehh! Wokayy, after PE, had geography.
I can't concentrate in class during geography. I felt so restless, sleepy && exhausted.
But I didn't even run a mile. So why the heck do I feel so exhausted? I don't know why.
Hahaaa! Ate chicken chop during recess. Fuhhhh! Sedaaaaap! Hehhhhh!
Had chemistry, well, I wonder why Miss.Lim didn't enter the class. But oh well! Doesn't really matter anyway.
Haaaaaaaa! Had mother tongue language after chemistry && BabyBoo's left-eye was turning red.
I told her to take the contact lens off. I told her while on our way to school, yet, she still wear it.
Grrrrrrr! Stubborn but loving girlfriend. Haaaaaa! I love my girlfriend, so much. I really do.
So after mother tongue language, had maths. Well, the topic was about areas, volumes && lengths.
Shouldn't say it's too easy nor too hard. It's do-able. Haaaaaaa!
Wokayy, cannot forget to revise for maths matrices test on Friday! Must maintain the score.
After school, spent some time with BabyBoo before flagging a cab for her. && I miss her so much.
Well, when you say you're good at something, it's not bragging. It's called honesty. Who agrees?
Hehhh! Wokayy laaa, got to go. Well, hoping for iPad, iPhone, Xbox 360 or PS3. Haaaaa!
Hoping jerrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Can someone buy me iPad for my birthday gift? Please. Haaaaaa!

I love you, BabyBoo.