Tears after tears after tears after tears, sigh. I'm grieving, choking on my very own tears.
I don't think I'll be sleeping today 'cause my pillows are way too wet.
Like as if it just came out from the washing machine.
Till I find a replacement pillow, then I'll fall asleep or stare on blank space.
Can't believe I cried way much more on you than I did on my previous ex's.
I can't express how great I need you so much, I can't express how great my love towards you.
Saying 'I love you' is simple, yeahh, I myself notice that.
But each and every single day, these words grow inside me, so does the feeling.
This feeling isn't new to me, it developed way back then, way back when we were young.
I didn't have the courage to tell you, neither do I have the magic formula to make you mine.
The girl I've been longing for, was you. The secrets I kept in my heart, for a very long time.
I admire you from far. Suddenly, cupid struck me with his arrow, && into my heart.
I was dumb-founded, I didn't know what to do, but to confess it to you, my sweetheart.
Ohh well, guess life is fair after all. && I will always, will always, love you.
&& even at worst part, I told myself what you said wasn't true.
Maybe I fall too deep in love with you? God knows the answer.
While reading this, stay true to yourself, you don't have to pity, symphatise me.
Stick to what you do best, don't have to regret what you did.
'cause in the beginning, I was the one who didn't want to repel, I want to attract, to you.
I was the one who was so stubborn, don't want to lose you, but to have you.
I'm lost like a penguin in the middle of the desert without you, love.
&& ohh, it's no ordinary love. Just sometimes, fairytale don't seem to have happy ending.
Ever wonder why bookwriters wrote happy endings in fairytale?
'cause they want their readers to feel, 'Awww, such a great fairytale, I wanna be like them.'
Step into reality, there's no fairy godmother, no elves nor dwarves, nor kings && queens.
So, don't take love to be as perfect as it seems, maybe you see the flaws, maybe you don't.
Before I end the post for today, ask yourself, have you ever been true to me?

I don't wish to see us apart,
If you want it that way then,
What should I say?