Good things come to an end, right? Nothing last forever, but be honest.
So, I'm accepting the fact. But that doesn't mean my life is going to be on the full-stop.
I just have to carry on living like how I used to. Sigh, what more could I say? We are done.
Step forward, not backwards. 'Cause all we have to do is, look into the future.
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen. Maybe we're better off being this wayy.
Everynight before I go to sleep, I kept thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard? I'm not fine, I'm in pain.
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try.
Now waking up is hard to do, sleeping's impossible too.
&& everything I do, remind me of you, what can I do?
I'll update when I have the strength to. =))

It started off right, on track.
We've gone much further than I thought we'd get tonight.
So much more of a happy ending.
Just when I gave my all, my everything for you.
You are the girl I really dream of.
This is why I hate loving someone so much, giving in my 100%.
&& in return, 100% heart-broken, guaranteed! Prices checked daily!

Today is a special day for my brother! Weehooo!
It is his birthday! Hehhh! Abg aku nyer birthday, aku pulaaak yg happy.
Why am I so excited about his birthday? Because, I went out to eat with my mum && brother.
But then! I had to go home early, because I had to send Raoul's stuffs to my sister-in-law.
So, I told my mum that I have to go home. Aiyaaaaaa!
I wonder what my mum && my brother are eating right now, jealous!
I didn't get to eat what I wanted. Grrrr! But nevermind, I ate rojak && drank ice lemon tea.
Hehh! So yeahh, just came back from my sister-in-law's house.
Rupe-rupenyer tinggal poteng, pampers ngn botol susu kt rumah lerrrr. Hehhhh!
Hoping that Seri will send me my coursework. Or else! Or else!
Wokayy laaa, I want go to sleep. Tomorrow school. Bored! Bored! Ohh BORED!

I wonder how you live without texting me.
Because I myself cannot live with that!
Imy, Ily && Iny-M.

I'm clueless, I don't have any idea of what to write about.
So, I'm typing out what's coming out from my head.
To girlfriend, I hope you are recovering well. I wanna tell you that I miss you, so much!
Gosh! I've been suffering alot. Reading your sweet text messages soothes my heart && soul.
This time, I really need strength, from you. You always gave me the smile I ever dream of.
It simply takes my breath away every time I see those wide smile.
I want to hear your voice, you are my comfort zone.
You're beautiful, BabyBoo. You truly are.

Too many things inside my head,
&& too many times I dream of you during my sleep,
But I know nothing is gonna come in our way,
Because I love you as deep as an ocean, as vast as the universe.

Short post for today, I don't have any idea of what to post.
Hope you are feeling better. It has been 2 days without seeing you && I dearly miss you.
You don't need to rush, health is way important. I just want you to rest well okayy?
&& don't forget to eat your medicine. I hope you are doing fine.
3 more days, I simply cannot wait to see you. Days seems like years. Blurghh!
Hmm, today's lesson quite boring. && yeahh, had biology test on reproduction in humans && plants.
The paper wasn't as hard as I thought laa. Luckily no essay, if got essay, surely I fail.
Okayy, I guess I'm running high fever. Am I getting sick? Ohh! Please tell me no.
I don't want to fall sick! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Maybe it's because of my toothache I'm having, or maybe I miss gf too much.
&& I guess I'm gonna hang my football boot. I'm old to play soccer on the field.
Pancit laaa oii! Lari berape metre, daa breathless. Street soccer boleh laa, padang no way!
Kaki pn cramp sehh. Aiyaaaaaaaaa! So, proven! Ta-daaaaaaaa!
Agak2 bile jerr kaki tk cramp. Haiyaaaa! Wokayy laaa, gonna drink panadol, eat water.
Anger management! Please please! I really need one.



You are my drug, you are my heroin,
A world without you is a war I cannot win.
I dream, I hope, I wish,
How beautiful my life would be.
Now that I have you,
I just don't wanna lose you.
I wanna make up 'cause I'm tired of fighting,
Tired of the nights you && I stay up crying.
I wanna make up for what I've done in the past,
This time I wanna be real && I want it to last.
I want us to be together forever,
The two of us together controlling the weather.
I wanna spend my life with you girl
You got the moves, I love when you twist n' twirl.

Just came back home from playing soccer. Fuhhh, exhausted!
We lost 8-2. Haaaaa! But nevermind, it's a friendly game anyway.
So yeahh, having slight cramps on my thigh && hamstring.
The cramps which I suffered during 2.4km run is not showing any recovery sign.
Aiyaaaa! Now more cramps. Tsk3! I'm too old to play in the field. Haaaaa!
I had fun even though I'm not at my peak level. But who cares? As long as you have fun!
So yeahh, currently doing nothing but to blog about today.
Well, had the worst day yesterday. I wasn't myself yesterday, I was more like a beast.
Wokayy laa, that's all I wanna blog about. && psst, I'm gonna save my money to repair my handphone.
&& did you forget? I'll always support you.

Do you know?
I'm a temperamental person.

F*ck! I got this annoying feeling. Not in my mood after what she texted me.
If you are reading, you might wonder why I didn't reply your text message.
Because I switched off my handphone, till I'm completely okayy then I'll continue messaging you.
It hurts me damn hard on the heart. Ni bukan kurangkn stress, tambah stress ade uhhh.

What sort of question is that?
I feel like, uhh.

Computer still down, currently using my brother's laptop to blog, surf the net && play games.
So yeahh, my computer was infested with viruses. I don't even know it's there. Haaa!
Today went to school with girlfriend. Met up, chit-chatted && laughed.
We laughed alot! My gosh! She's driving me crazy. && she told me I drove her mad. Woops!
Wokayy2, had PE early in the morning. We had to run 2.4km for our NAPFA test.
Aiyaaaaaa! I got 15 minutes. Time to pass 13 minutes 30 seconds. Haaaaaaaaaaa!
I walked twice, so yeahh. Lesson to learn, never walk, jog. Must keep reminding myself that.
That's all I can think of. The remaning hours in school was dead boring.
Was lying my head on the table, was about to sleep. Haaa! But forced myself to wake up.
Cannot close my eyes, later didn't upload what teacher thought in class into my head memory.
Wokayy laaa, short post for today. Heee! Gonna go have my dinner! Ta-taaaa!
&& psst, had a great time laughing with you, BabyBoo. I love you!

I'm in love with you, BabyBoo.

Rainy day, didn't go out today. I am now currently at my brother's house, taking care of Raoul.
So yeahh, boring sehh jage Raoul. Maen2 ngn dier, beh tertido plaak. Aduhh!
Skrg tnga tngk Alvin && The Chipmunk 2. At first, my brother called me.
Tell me where was I, && I said I was at home, he told me he was going out for awhile.
Then, he wanted me to take care of Raoul.
So yeahh, when I came to his house, Raoul was watching Alvin && The Chipmunk 2.
Now, Alvin && The Chipmunk 2 watching him sleeping. Hahaaa!
Cute laa si Raoul ni. Wokayy laa, gtg. Nk gi tido sbla Raoul. Haaaa!
Ta-taaaaaaa! Till next time!

The guilt, is still there.
I'm terribly sorry!